Friday, October 31, 2008

You are on the move and willing to learn.

You are on the move and willing to learn.

In the last few weeks the shifting tides have come and taking me to a different place of realizing the world I have created for myself in all areas of my life. The simple truth of who I am being vs. the person I truly am mixed and dances in front of me… like a movie that I can rewrite the script due to the simple fact that I am co-creating this adventure as each moment begins.

I have revisited past relationships to clear the issues in them by speaking my mind. Did this change anything within this issue? Yea, it really did let me know the strength of my love for this man and how little he really cared for me. I was a convenience. Ouch. Not really that hurtful. I am a giver. Now I am seeing how much I am really giving away and how much I am letting others control my actions out of what? Wanting to be loved? I love myself. I appreciate the little things I do to have a good fun-filled life. Do I do all I really want to do? Nope. What do I say this? I am a bit of a procrastinator. Waiting for that magic inspiration. It does happen though it has been fleeting. I ask Spirit for more and longer duration. In time… ha ha. I am tired. I find myself tired of this lifetime. I look at all that I am doing and feel let down by the outcome. I am looking for the balance for me and the energy power I possess. I am a powerful being of Light. I am here to help others get through the day…making those magic inspiration moments happen for them. Yea…I wonder “when is it my turn?” Funny thing is I met a man… my perfect mirror…recently. What a joy and pain in the butt. There are moments that are so sweet with him. Pure heaven on earth…then reality comes back. These special moments are what keep me in touch with him, knowing that the pains are the growing gestures we are sharing. Unconditional love…pure and simple. We are present for each other with an unspoken words of powerful magic… love, faith and trust. A deep friendship of many lifetimes. Faith in humanity is what he is providing me. Of course, he is Aquarian.

Whereas I recently had a friendship ended out of lack of integrity. I gave the situation to Spirit to tend to… I don’t need the stress or her fear. I wish her well with the karma she has created. I released her…

Next of the shifting changes is the Universe doing it again to me. Tell me…stop talking and go, do it. We are taking the distraction away from you so you have to. Ha. Overall, I know the blessings in all of this. A moment panic was all I had. I understand the beauty of the technique of the Universe. They give me what I ask for…not always the best way for me…yet I know it is a good kick in the ass that is well deserved and getting me moving in a better direction for my whole true self.

So I am meditating more to see what the Universe tells me the direction to go. I am getting some ideas and this is why this blog today. Halloween. Hallow eve. Day of the Dead. Letting go of the dead stuff that doesn’t work well. Focus on what does. Focus on your strengths. Speaking My Truth is one of mine in my view. So writing this blog today is doing that. Showing the gratitude and appreciation for the lessons happening now and the space it is pushing me out of… I understand the implication of these lessons. Duh…how can I not?

So with November beginning and the energies of Scorpio upon us…Death and Rebirth. Timing is perfect of this new beginning of getting on the track I am meant to be on. I am being more careful on my wording these days now. So how are you doing these days? It has been far too long a delay in conversation, hasn’t it? Ha. Peace~ Jen

Thursday, August 7, 2008

August intense energies break us out

With the energies of the last eclipse of Leo, which dealt with the relationship, childhood, fun, love and most important… Relationship with Self… every aspect of the true you are coming to the surface and have now begun to manifest the thoughts released. The process is intense and will be more intense with the initiation of August 8 or 8-8-8. Abundance and gaining perspective of the physical reality being created in your life is the now moment for all of us. All that doesn't work or isn't working is being removed for the highest good of all. The emphasis is on holding onto your core values and sense of Self during this month of two eclipses and two new moons; The first in Leo on the 1st with a total solar eclipse and the next in Virgo on the 31st of August.

Restlessness and exhaustion are two of the main physical feelings that are being felt right now. Take care of your body, mind and spirit. If you are tired, take a nap or sit still for a few minutes. You need it. If you are thirsty, drink lots of water or something without carbonation or caffeine. Your physical, emotional, mental, and most of all spiritual bodies are changing and evolving right now. Listen to your body… it will be a wisest thing for you to do.

Lessons are being played out… either old patterns so you see what you are letting go of for good, or old patterns that you need to understand and show yourself that you have really learned that lessons of self-respect, integrity and self love. Completion of projects, friendships and other types of relationships are also a part of this ever changing reality. Negative energies are abound right now, with envy and self absorption leading the way. Materialistic attitudes are being push with the economy and the presses of society to have it all. This truly is an unlimited Universe…if only need to trust and believe you are worth of it all… Envy only says you don’t understand why you don’t or aren’t worthy of the ideal job, the money, the relationship and with this… blocking yourself for that happening. Relax, Folks… you are worthy of it all. Tap into the self deeper and clear the crap out of the way and see the beauty that lies within you. Damn, you are so beautiful. You only need to see and appreciate yourself more with healthy boundaries and understanding the true nature of unconditional love doesn’t mean being a door mat, a punching bag or martyr. You are attaching how you feel about yourself and where you feel you belong. Change your thoughts, rewrite your story and see it all unfold before you.

A quick story about myself during this time. I recently attracted a wonderful man into my life. I was ready for a relationship and he appeared in spiritual ways. I saw him on a site that he knows nothing about, yet there he was. I wrote him and we emailed to each other for a few months. He was moving to my area for a foreign country and needed some time to adjust to being in a new job, country and situation. No prob. We finally met and it was magic. Then he fears and ego came roaring back and he began to make excuses for this and that. I was patience and then he asked a friend to have a reading with me. In reality, this friend was checking me out so this man could understand what the strong attraction was… if it was healthy or what it was. I knew what he was doing. His plan backfired as I got along with his friend quite nicely as we have lots in common… like we both were done with the games. This man met me at his friend’s house at his friend’s suggestion, where he becoming very surprised at the comfort I had with his friend and that I was at his friend’s house, spending so much time with him and what was I doing with his friend? I could see this in his eyes. I was playing the game. Going with the flow and having a good time with his friend…as a friend and nothing more. So this man’s ego came up and he pushed me away… only he was expecting that I would hold him tight… I didn’t. I told him if you want to run, I won’t stop you. It is time for all of us to grow up and act our ages. This man was a lesson for me not to let him control me and to not compromise my values. I haven’t and he isn’t too happy about that, yet he has a new kind of respect for me for standing my grounds. I understand I am in his life to wake him up to the true person he is inside and to truly appreciate the journey I have had. I have had these lessons before and that man ran right over me. No more. The current man isn’t and I am feeling good about myself and the situation with him. If he runs, it is fine reminder for me and I have no regrets on the relationship with him. People come and go and these days, people from your past are coming back to see if you have changed or the same. What buttons can they push in you? Old energies in the old situations, habits and such need to be released and opens the door to better, higher-like minded people, situation and habits.

So throughout August, understand the past is coming back to revisit your values and core to help you solidify your True Self core. It will go in waves… keep breathing and rest. And like the earth mother…with the earthquakes, weather and such, we are all being shaking up to break the new and improve out of the shadows and into the light. You can try to fight it. Please do yourself a favor…Don’t. Simply surrender to the Violet Flame of forgiveness, love and light. It will make your journey much easier for yourself and those around you. It will help them as well to invoke the Violet Flame to transmute all negative energies to the highest form of love. If you have concerns or questions, please contact me on my website, www.angelsintuition.com. Many blessings and enjoy your ride! Yahoo~ Jen

Friday, August 1, 2008

New Moon and New Beginnings


New Moon and New Beginning with the beginning of August

Today is a new beginning for me… and my website, AngelsIntuition.com. I originally started this website in 2001 with the end of my 19 year marriage and a new start in a career and life. After having a spiritual awakening, things began to unfold for me in a totally new direction and now… the cycle starts again.

On this day of a total solar eclipse/new moon in Leo, I am re launching this spiritual insight site with all that I have learned over the years. Much has been experienced and explored during the last seven years. I look back and still have some of the things I am dealing with as I did then… yet overall, I am so blessed and appreciating my journey I am traveling. Along with some special friends I have meet on this path of discovery… some physical and some not… the spiritual realm’s support is ever present and I am grateful for the laughter they have added to the times of deep understanding with resisting of the obvious and getting in my own way. I am seeing how much I have traveled, growing and expanding my heart and my mind… It is amazing daze.

So now I am sharing my adventures on a new site with the friends that helped make it so extra special. I am able and will be add content more consistently which is something I wasn’t able to in the last site. So beautiful… like art… not as functional as I really needed it to be.

On the new site, I am using a photo of a sunset that I took with the nearby fire burning and adding to the atmosphere… the mist of mystery. Pink was natural lighting at this time and with pink the energy of love… it seemed very much the right photo to use. The information is all slowly coming together in adding to the wealth of wisdom and knowledge I have learned during the last seven years. I again want to invite you to check it out and breathe in a different understanding of the illusion and reality we live in now. Thank you for reading. If you got any comments about the site… any suggestions… let me know.

Peace and hugs~ Jen