Processing Your Integrity with Grace and Style 101

Processing Your Integrity with Grace and Style 101

Karma can be a bitch these days as the realization of truth about yourself and the lovely games we play with ourselves and others come to light so fast and easy.  The energy out is exactly what you will get back and the only one you can and often to claim as the one doing this is…YOU.

Damn… what? No more blame someone else for what is irritating you? No more letting someone else be the “wrong” one or the one out of integrity? If you are attracting this energy… like attract like.

Universal laws are coming in your head every moment and now there is more awareness of just that. I write this from the realizations of the wondering how did I (sweet, hard working, lovable ME) get into this situation? One word comes to mind with a blaze of TRUTH… Denial.

Denial is a strong word and with knowing its magic and transform your words by admitting the denial game you have played with yourself and only with yourself. So have you been playing the denial game in some form with yourself?

Remember, you are the writer of your life’s script. Yet to keep the excitement alive… all the players in your life or all the people you have around you… know the script better than you. They know their parts well and unless you are really aware and conscious of the part you play in your own creation… Denial of some of the facts will be slapping you in the face with a strong”ouch” and wait a minute… who changed the script? Uh huh… only you can change the script. So take that responsibility of your life with all the parts of it and REWRITE the script so you know it better or at least like it better.  You are now the co-creator of your life more than ever. Your thoughts hold the power to improve your life or send it down the toilet. The choice is yours.

I am blessing with some really funny, good hearted guides that have made sure I laugh at myself…often.  They let me know how, when and what my thoughts were at the time I created this situation or that one. A single sentence with any sense of strength or conviction in it brings it around faster than a dog when they hear the word “Treat!” It is like dogs have this sense of what we are thinking before we do and act on it, which is another aspect being accented these days.  I have noticed that I am attracting people with increasing empathy and telepathic abilities. That or I am thinking it so strong; they are getting my thoughts about them or the situation. It is very cool, though it does keep me aware of what I am thinking. I make sure the ending thought is “I love him, them, and her.”  It shows appreciation for the person or situation.

Now processing your integrity. I say processing simply from the standpoint that when you are in integrity or keeping your word to yourself and others, you attract right things with right actions.

The part that I have become evermore aware of in understanding the energies that I am attracting. I am becoming able to understand the reasons for the interaction with people much faster these days. And overall, I do appreciate that fact that I have been out of integrity with myself and friends. It is okay that I have let some friends go for this reason or that one. The consequences for these choices come apparent quite fast for me. I simply deal with it the best I can or am I being totally honest with myself about it?  That denial deal… looking a little deeper at why I made a choice… or more like where. From the heart or was it more from the mind/fear/denial/etc?    When I am standing up for myself and being true to myself, my thoughts… I get a positive sign that I am on the right track. If not, I get other signs and insights about it.

That is what June is for… the realigning of the core of my Being and find the solid foundation for your integrity. I understand the Life Review process… though I am getting tired of the processing and going even more deeper into the beliefs system I am holding on to. The processing is to understand all and I do mean the perspectives within the process of the “lesson.” 

So when you make a decision, do you have second thoughts on that decision or do you stand firmly behind that action? Second guessing for the most part, if you made the decision from the heart won’t happen. Second guessing or doubts creep in when you made the decision due to a fear or mind action perspective and not for the highest good of all. You wonder… well, did I do that right way or should I have done this instead? If from the heart’s perspective, you will take the action steps and let go of it, knowing it is all good and fine. Next?

So check in with your integrity or your inner voice and truly listen to the whisperings of your heart. This is the time to hear the silence that lives within and follow the dance with grace and style.

Patience with Intense Change… Keep Breathing and Grounded.

Wow… the energies have gone into overdrive in a few ways to clear ourselves out of our way and make room for the new and improved YOU: Your new creation.  So how are you handling it all now?

Have you noticed yourself being more energetic or more empathic or more lethargic or more focus or tired/fatigued… or all of the above?

The yo-yo energies are pulling up where we need to be… detached awareness, yet we are more and more the co-creator of what is going on. Yes, you have a say.  Don’t think for one moment to say. Okay, what do you want me to do now? My guidance laughs…and repeats the question back at me. So best to ask…what is the next step for this to occur or what is the best step to take for that? Then you will get more of a direction from within. You have all the answers (always have) within you at all times. It is a matter of trusting yourself more now that you really do have the answers…and there are right for you…and the highest good for all.

So writing out your heart’s desires is a great thing to do… not how it will happen. Just that you wish to have what experiences in your life at this time. It may be anything and allowing yourself to be guided in that direction so you can. You may have many different options for it to have it happen, so be totally open to the possibilities that may unfold before you. And that is one of the key that I am finding for me…it is all unfolding.

Some of the time may seems like slow motion. You can sense the shifting perspective if you take a few moments of sitting still and reflecting on the past day or week…even month.

These times it is important to be very aware of your thoughts with your emotions on that thought…. And in a moment of negativity, remember that this is all temporary. So this is a temporary situation/attitude/feeling/moment/issue… Change your thought to a more positive outcome. Visualize is important these days.

From what I am getting from others and my guidance is that May and June will be a bit bumpy and the rest will slow improve.

So for the time being…the best thing to do for yourself is stay grounded or ground yourself by exercising, drinking lots of water, walking, do something you have a passion for, by creative in some form of expression: painting, writing, photography, acting, dance, etc.

At times when you are feeling emotional, overwhelmed… understand that there may be an issue coming up for yourself that is now healing or needs some healing. If so, talk to the emotions or feeling and ask what it is about…even if it is a part of your body hurting, there is something up. Listen and see what pops in your mind when focusing on the next step. Most important is to feel your emotions without attaching and turning the feeling into a positive… for example: Anxiety can be excitement.

Focus on what make you smile and keep the smiling. It opens your heart and mind to happy possibilities. Now time is of change and creation... Let your mind be free to wander in the imagination of your soul.

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And Now What?

And Now What?...

Soft calm ripples on the pool on the first day of 2010 as I look out reflecting on the year and decade past. 2009 was truly one of self mastery. Finding all those loose ends and little things that you may have been in a bit of denial about or avoiding came to life in this eleven year. The tried and true is another way of thinking about 2009. We all may have found ourselves getting many reality checks through the last year on what our goals and desires were, we have done and not done in reference to these aspirations. I myself had many “reality” checks and checked in my pride on other occasions. Deep lessons of how and when I didn’t listen or best said…didn’t act as my intuition had said. That Coyote Medicine I wrote about last issue. Challenging times and all the things that we had to get through it and release it finally and embraced it as it part of us and the understanding of the healing process. The Full Moon/Blue Moon/Lunar Eclipse on December 31, 2009 still has its energies available to help finally and totally embrace and release the negative aspects of Self that has been sabotaging your journey and path. Granted, I did learn to laugh at myself and truly embrace the higher self instructions and suggestions. Everything that has happened for reasons and for lessons. For me, the end of this decade is the end of a dream. New dreams are what I am creating for myself. I had put out the seeds during the last decade while finishing up what I had dreamt at the tender age of 13. Yes, it can take that long to manifest. So when you are thinking about your passions and dreams of the past, remember what you were dreaming as a child. 2010 is the energy of the number 3 or the year of creation and completion. With this year, things you desired in the last 13 years will be release through completion in some form, meaning either we do it and get done with it or we simply decide not to do it and let it go for good. 2010 is also the Chinese year of the Metal Tiger. Tiger is a three animal in the Chinese Astrology as well. With the Metal Tiger energies, we will set our sights on our desires and will have the determination and drive to complete it. So again…this is a year of completion and creativity. For me, this is a great year… numerology wise I am a 3 and I am a Water Tiger. I am so looking forward to this year. ~What the questions for you to be pondering are: ~What do I truly wish to create in this year? ~What have I started and need to finish, being project, relationship, career or any aspect of you? ~What aspect of self need to be nurtured in this next year? ~What dreams or desires need more attention to complete?

You are on the move and willing to learn.

You are on the move and willing to learn.

In the last few weeks the shifting tides have come and taking me to a different place of realizing the world I have created for myself in all areas of my life. The simple truth of who I am being vs. the person I truly am mixed and dances in front of me… like a movie that I can rewrite the script due to the simple fact that I am co-creating this adventure as each moment begins.

I have revisited past relationships to clear the issues in them by speaking my mind. Did this change anything within this issue? Yea, it really did let me know the strength of my love for this man and how little he really cared for me. I was a convenience. Ouch. Not really that hurtful. I am a giver. Now I am seeing how much I am really giving away and how much I am letting others control my actions out of what? Wanting to be loved? I love myself. I appreciate the little things I do to have a good fun-filled life. Do I do all I really want to do? Nope. What do I say this? I am a bit of a procrastinator. Waiting for that magic inspiration. It does happen though it has been fleeting. I ask Spirit for more and longer duration. In time… ha ha. I am tired. I find myself tired of this lifetime. I look at all that I am doing and feel let down by the outcome. I am looking for the balance for me and the energy power I possess. I am a powerful being of Light. I am here to help others get through the day…making those magic inspiration moments happen for them. Yea…I wonder “when is it my turn?” Funny thing is I met a man… my perfect mirror…recently. What a joy and pain in the butt. There are moments that are so sweet with him. Pure heaven on earth…then reality comes back. These special moments are what keep me in touch with him, knowing that the pains are the growing gestures we are sharing. Unconditional love…pure and simple. We are present for each other with an unspoken words of powerful magic… love, faith and trust. A deep friendship of many lifetimes. Faith in humanity is what he is providing me. Of course, he is Aquarian.

Whereas I recently had a friendship ended out of lack of integrity. I gave the situation to Spirit to tend to… I don’t need the stress or her fear. I wish her well with the karma she has created. I released her…

Next of the shifting changes is the Universe doing it again to me. Tell me…stop talking and go, do it. We are taking the distraction away from you so you have to. Ha. Overall, I know the blessings in all of this. A moment panic was all I had. I understand the beauty of the technique of the Universe. They give me what I ask for…not always the best way for me…yet I know it is a good kick in the ass that is well deserved and getting me moving in a better direction for my whole true self.

So I am meditating more to see what the Universe tells me the direction to go. I am getting some ideas and this is why this blog today. Halloween. Hallow eve. Day of the Dead. Letting go of the dead stuff that doesn’t work well. Focus on what does. Focus on your strengths. Speaking My Truth is one of mine in my view. So writing this blog today is doing that. Showing the gratitude and appreciation for the lessons happening now and the space it is pushing me out of… I understand the implication of these lessons. Duh…how can I not?

So with November beginning and the energies of Scorpio upon us…Death and Rebirth. Timing is perfect of this new beginning of getting on the track I am meant to be on. I am being more careful on my wording these days now. So how are you doing these days? It has been far too long a delay in conversation, hasn’t it? Ha. Peace~ Jen

August intense energies break us out

With the energies of the last eclipse of Leo, which dealt with the relationship, childhood, fun, love and most important… Relationship with Self… every aspect of the true you are coming to the surface and have now begun to manifest the thoughts released. The process is intense and will be more intense with the initiation of August 8 or 8-8-8. Abundance and gaining perspective of the physical reality being created in your life is the now moment for all of us. All that doesn't work or isn't working is being removed for the highest good of all. The emphasis is on holding onto your core values and sense of Self during this month of two eclipses and two new moons; The first in Leo on the 1^st with a total solar eclipse and the next in Virgo on the 31^st of August.

Restlessness and exhaustion are two of the main physical feelings that are being felt right now. Take care of your body, mind and spirit. If you are tired, take a nap or sit still for a few minutes. You need it. If you are thirsty, drink lots of water or something without carbonation or caffeine. Your physical, emotional, mental, and most of all spiritual bodies are changing and evolving right now. Listen to your body… it will be a wisest thing for you to do.

Lessons are being played out… either old patterns so you see what you are letting go of for good, or old patterns that you need to understand and show yourself that you have really learned that lessons of self-respect, integrity and self love. Completion of projects, friendships and other types of relationships are also a part of this ever changing reality. Negative energies are abound right now, with envy and self absorption leading the way. Materialistic attitudes are being push with the economy and the presses of society to have it all. This truly is an unlimited Universe…if only need to trust and believe you are worth of it all… Envy only says you don’t understand why you don’t or aren’t worthy of the ideal job, the money, the relationship and with this… blocking yourself for that happening. Relax, Folks… you are worthy of it all. Tap into the self deeper and clear the crap out of the way and see the beauty that lies within you. Damn, you are so beautiful. You only need to see and appreciate yourself more with healthy boundaries and understanding the true nature of unconditional love doesn’t mean being a door mat, a punching bag or martyr. You are attaching how you feel about yourself and where you feel you belong. Change your thoughts, rewrite your story and see it all unfold before you.

A quick story about myself during this time. I recently attracted a wonderful man into my life. I was ready for a relationship and he appeared in spiritual ways. I saw him on a site that he knows nothing about, yet there he was. I wrote him and we emailed to each other for a few months. He was moving to my area for a foreign country and needed some time to adjust to being in a new job, country and situation. No prob. We finally met and it was magic. Then he fears and ego came roaring back and he began to make excuses for this and that. I was patience and then he asked a friend to have a reading with me. In reality, this friend was checking me out so this man could understand what the strong attraction was… if it was healthy or what it was. I knew what he was doing. His plan backfired as I got along with his friend quite nicely as we have lots in common… like we both were done with the games. This man met me at his friend’s house at his friend’s suggestion, where he becoming very surprised at the comfort I had with his friend and that I was at his friend’s house, spending so much time with him and what was I doing with his friend? I could see this in his eyes. I was playing the game. Going with the flow and having a good time with his friend…as a friend and nothing more. So this man’s ego came up and he pushed me away… only he was expecting that I would hold him tight… I didn’t. I told him if you want to run, I won’t stop you. It is time for all of us to grow up and act our ages. This man was a lesson for me not to let him control me and to not compromise my values. I haven’t and he isn’t too happy about that, yet he has a new kind of respect for me for standing my grounds. I understand I am in his life to wake him up to the true person he is inside and to truly appreciate the journey I have had. I have had these lessons before and that man ran right over me. No more. The current man isn’t and I am feeling good about myself and the situation with him. If he runs, it is fine reminder for me and I have no regrets on the relationship with him. People come and go and these days, people from your past are coming back to see if you have changed or the same. What buttons can they push in you? Old energies in the old situations, habits and such need to be released and opens the door to better, higher-like minded people, situation and habits.

So throughout August, understand the past is coming back to revisit your values and core to help you solidify your True Self core. It will go in waves… keep breathing and rest. And like the earth mother…with the earthquakes, weather and such, we are all being shaking up to break the new and improve out of the shadows and into the light. You can try to fight it. Please do yourself a favor…Don’t. Simply surrender to the Violet Flame of forgiveness, love and light. It will make your journey much easier for yourself and those around you. It will help them as well to invoke the Violet Flame to transmute all negative energies to the highest form of love. If you have concerns or questions, please contact me on my website, www.angelsintuition.com. Many blessings and enjoy your ride! Yahoo~ Jen

New Moon and New Beginnings

New Moon and New Beginning with the beginning of August

Today is a new beginning for me… and my website, AngelsIntuition.com. I originally started this website in 2001 with the end of my 19 year marriage and a new start in a career and life. After having a spiritual awakening, things began to unfold for me in a totally new direction and now… the cycle starts again.

On this day of a total solar eclipse/new moon in Leo, I am re launching this spiritual insight site with all that I have learned over the years. Much has been experienced and explored during the last seven years. I look back and still have some of the things I am dealing with as I did then… yet overall, I am so blessed and appreciating my journey I am traveling. Along with some special friends I have meet on this path of discovery… some physical and some not… the spiritual realm’s support is ever present and I am grateful for the laughter they have added to the times of deep understanding with resisting of the obvious and getting in my own way. I am seeing how much I have traveled, growing and expanding my heart and my mind… It is amazing daze.

So now I am sharing my adventures on a new site with the friends that helped make it so extra special. I am able and will be add content more consistently which is something I wasn’t able to in the last site. So beautiful… like art… not as functional as I really needed it to be.

On the new site, I am using a photo of a sunset that I took with the nearby fire burning and adding to the atmosphere… the mist of mystery. Pink was natural lighting at this time and with pink the energy of love… it seemed very much the right photo to use. The information is all slowly coming together in adding to the wealth of wisdom and knowledge I have learned during the last seven years. I again want to invite you to check it out and breathe in a different understanding of the illusion and reality we live in now. Thank you for reading. If you got any comments about the site… any suggestions… let me know.

Peace and hugs~ Jen

Welcome to Messages & Blessings

Insights and Inner Wisdoms from within and beyond.

Jen is my name and intuitive life coaching in my life. I am a psychic and medium with training in hypnosis and nlp, in addition to some energy healing modalities.
Each day I write or channel an insight from the Universe on the situations that most of humanity is facing. Lack of Self Esteem, Trust, Faith and Hope for Humanity overall. Yet there is so much available to each of us and with a little stillness, we can improve not just our individual situation... also the world's energy.

I look forward to letting you in some things you can do to improve the situation for all.

Peace~ Jen